grumpy young man

things i don't like:

grey cold rainy weather
being sick
being cranky and tired

all three of the above have conspired together to knock the joie de vivre right out of me. i am in the bordertown between sickness and health as this cold virus teases me. everything looks grey. things are falling apart. people are mean. we need a fresh rain to wipe away the sin and hurt.

have the boy tonight - rented the french connection to watch on the tv. it's a classic.

i'm starting to run out of things to write about - any suggestions? don't be shy. post people post!

"I've been decieved by the clown inside if me."

Comments

Anonymous said…
"Do you speak English?"

"Do you understand what I am saying?"
11:07 PM
Anonymous said…
Hey Santosh,
Well i don't think there has ever been a non-struggling writer. I'll say your struggle has been worth it!!
Jess (the cousin from India)
6:29 AM
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